pay money to my pain anxiety歌詞

《pay money to my pain》的歌詞全文如下:

Yo, let me get it.

Now they got me tryna be mad.

A-m-d

On a shelf they call god, yeah

Money makes me say aahhh, ahhh

With no lights, the aloneness

Got me feeling like I'm in a trance

And I'm just tryna pay my rent

To my pain and anxiety

Yo, I'm feeling like a zombie

Got a little bit of money in my pocket

But I'm still feeling like a loser

Trying to pay the bills in the paper

Just gonna grab some takeout

Spend another day chilling on the rooftop

The alcohol numbs my senses

Soon as the liquor hits my liver, my face numbs

All this paper don't buy me happiness

My ego gets stronger when my account goes higher

Tryna pay my rent to my pain and anxiety

Yo, it's a vicious cycle

Can't seem to break the cycle

Trying to get my mind right

Trying to find some peace of mind tonight

So I can sleep, yeah

Yo, it's a real life struggle

But I'm still tryna make it work

Tryna make my way up out this valley

But it's hard when you feel like you're drowning in quicksand

Yeah, it's a hard life, but I'm still here tryna grind it out

I ain't got no other choice but to ride it out, yeah

Now they got me tryna be ballers.

A-m-d, this how they lure ya

Take you up then let ya fall faster

This life, these pressures I know it ain't forever, yeah.